Sino pipiliin mo?

There's this 1 question which really bothered me before...
as in, yung pinag-isipan ko talaga ng matagal..
pabalik-balik pa. . . ahahaha! xD

tinanong to sakin nila EJ...
"Sino pipiliin mo, yung taong mahal mo o yung taong mahal ka?"

sila Alex kasi, gusto nilang bigyan ko daw ng chance yung isang tao...
eh alam naman nila na may iba nga akong gusto...
and isa pa, hindi naman ako interested sa relationship...
it's more of having a crush, inspiration lang... =)

anyway, back to their question...
xempre sagot ko sa kanila, "SA TAONG MAHAL KO"
hindi baleng tawagin nila akong selfish,.
basta yun ang gusto ko... xD

ipinaglaban naman nila side nila...
kung dun ka daw sa taong mahal ka,.
malaki daw ang possibility na magugustuhan
mo yung tao... if dun ka naman daw sa taong mahal
mo... it's too risky daw kasi mahirap ipagpilitan
ang sarili sa taong hindi ka mahal. . .

on my part naman,, pinagbaligtad ko lang. . .
diba ganun rin yun??
ayaw kong ipagpilitan ng taong mahal ako yung
sarili nya sakin kasi nga hindi ko naman siya gusto. . .
siya lang din masasaktan. . . ako pa naguilty? weh

pero sabi nila, chance lang naman...
well,, wala namang masama kung bibigyan
ko nga siya ng chance kaya lang...
bibigyan mo pa ba yung tao kung alam mo na wala talaga??
as in yung walang wala talaga kahit konti. . .
yung tipong hanggang friends lang talaga kayo. . .
edi pinaasa mo lang. . .naghintay siya sa wala...
magiging unfair naman ata yun. . . diba?
if ever naman na bigyan ko siya chance.,
it's for the sake of AWA nalang or napilitan or di kaya
na.influence lang ng mga friends...
kasi gusto nila yung tao, mabait daw. . .
mas masama naman yun diba? kaya habang mas maaga pa...
i'm being honest na... ayaw ko.. sorry...

mas masaya naman kasi if both individuals share
the same feelings for each other diba? mas okay yun
kaysa sa pair na isa lang yung nagmamahal... weh... xD

For my conclusion,
HINDI naman MASAMA na magmahal ka ng taong
hindi ka ganun kamahal o kaya naman ay may minamahal ng iba...
as long as you're not expecting something in return.,
okay lang yan. . . gawin mo lang siyang inspirasyon.... xD

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Ngayon bago ko tapusin to, gusto ko malaman side mo. . .
if you were asked the same question, sino pipiliin mo?
"Yung taong mahal mo or yung taong mahal ka...?"

Likewise Part 1

ito yung ginawa kong poem para kay... basta para sa kanya! ahaha
dati pa to,, hmmmn,, nung time na... alam nyo na...
na heart broken aq... weee!
bago magtapos ng HS, how sad naman na experience un.. ahaha
gnwa q to nung march '09... d2 q nlng binuhos
ung nrmdaman q sa mga panahong un... xD

LIKEWISE
(the same, the usual)



I've been down since he walked away
now I'm alone, left behind
longing for him to come back
before I blow up my mind

I've been good at lying
for weeks, I've been doing the same
acting like it doesn't hurt
everytime I hear his name

I've been pretending I'm okay
as if nothing did happen
yet I see him each day
then pain keeps coming back again

I've been preventing my tears
In shedding onto my face
but I can't avoid and control it
furthermore it goes on for days

I've been trying to move on
For now, it's time for a change
need to build a bridge and get over it
forget the past and enter a new stage

With all the whys and wherefores he have
It made me clinched and realized
even he wasn't for me all along
still my feeling's "LIKEWISE".